Okay, so it's officially 7 more days until I return to school, to what I know as my life. I must I admit I am more excited than ever before, but there is also a twinge of fear that perhaps I have been building up everything to be better than it possibly even can. What if things aren't so amazing? What if people have changed too much? What if I just don't fit in it anymore? I honestly don't know what I'd do in the situation. I only hope I never have to find out.

I have also been thinking about some changes I'd like to do. I'd love to do something with hair dye, I'd love to get a tattoo, I'd love to get another piercing, but all of these things will lead to bad reactions from the family. Hmmm....perhaps something subtle. I guess the only thing they wouldn't freak over would be the hair dye. But it won't stop the longing I have to do something more.....

One more thing before I go. I just realized that this is my first Deviant Art journal entry, and I feel it appropriate to say thanks to all those who have helped me off the ground here. You are greatly appreciated, and you know who you are. Special shout out to Kate419882. You are missed. Check her out, she’s awesome. And to all you amazing artists out there, I love your work and I hope you never stop.

Well, I suppose that's all. Not bad for my first post.